somehow i've managed to overfill the void that taking the year off of school has left. between home and aj's school, i'm busier than ever. most of the time i'm chasing my tail trying to make up for things i've forgotten, but still. i'm short on memory, time and patience.
like today. i was ready to kill the boy. he wasn't paying attention to anything. homework was a battle royale like we've never had. i was so freaking busy trying to get my head out of my arse, i didn't even notice that something was very, very wrong with him.
poor thing had a miserable day at school. he accidently knocked over a cup of water onto his friend. of course the kid yelled at him, he was embarassed an almost cried. it ruined his whole damn day. and when i yelled at him before knowing this, well, it ruined mine. sigh.
i need to pay more attention to the details. there has to be something i can do to get my mind back from this thick fog that has enveloped my brain. double sigh.
in other boring news, i have 48 card sets ready to go for tomorrow night's vendor / craft fair that i'm chairing at the school. sold 45 tables, made a buttload of cash for the school and am petrified it will all blow up at me. ack!
oy vey. john's bitching. time for bed.
later taters. when i remember to update that is......
good luck with the fair and no one said being a mom is easy.
Posted by: Chiara | November 20, 2008 at 07:33 AM